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Basically I'm Gay

Daniel Howell
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Let me tell you a queer little story about a boy named Dan.
Follow me online to see the rest of my tale as it unfolds in real time:
twitter.com/danielhowell
instagram.com/danielhowell
facebook.com/danisnotonfire
And subscribe to my channel! in-vid.net/u-danisnotonfire (lol)
Content warning: this video contains far too much strong language and discussions of general sexuality, discriminatory language, bullying and an attempt on my own life. Otherwise totally appropriate for education, instilling good values in young children and my grandma who I will expect a disappointed text from.
Special thanks to in-vid.net/u-AmazingPhil for production assistance.
Art by Hector aka twitter.com/swatercolour
Soundtrack:
Handel - Messiah
Camille Saint-Saëns - Danse Macabre
Tchaikovsky - 1812 Overture
Chopin - Fantasie Impromptu
Schubert - Ave Maria
Additional Music by Kevin Macleod incompetech.com
Disclaimer - This video is just a starting point for me, what I felt was the bare minimum (ha) required for me to get this out there so I can move forward with my life, a mix of explanation, justification and opinion. It scratched the surface of several things I could have gone into more detail about, but the purpose of this was to be ..reasonably concise and above all entertaining. In the future, in the right places, I will surely talk much more about everything touched on in this video and more. It’s also likely that something will get misunderstood or misrepresented, perhaps from the way I phrased things or people assuming my thoughts on things that I didn’t specify. Also my story is just the truth of what happened to me and what I thought at certain points of time in my environment, good and bad - of course not my opinions today. So JUST to be clear my opinion on general sexual and gender identities are that everyone is valid and deserves equal rights and the freedom to exist. The only thing I don’t tolerate is intolerance. Cheers to an inevitable bright future, either because people become nice and the old people die or the sun explodes first lmao.
Some resources and charities for anyone who needs support or wants to learn more:
youngminds.org.uk/
www.samaritans.org/
papyrus-uk.org/
www.stonewall.org.uk/
www.hrc.org/
www.thetrevorproject.org/
www.trevorspace.org/
switchboard.lgbt/
minus18.org.au/
www.glaad.org/transgender
www.mermaidsuk.org.uk/

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13/06/2019

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peachy luv
peachy luv 5 मिनट पहले
38:28 your welcome ❤️
Aaron Hildebrand
Aaron Hildebrand 24 मिनट पहले
I cant even describe how much I identify with dan in this video. I'm not somebody who is a huge fan of their stuff. I think I will be watching more of his and Phil's videos. So articulate is this video that it's almost philosophical (pun intended.)
Coneyco Official
Coneyco Official 2 घंटे पहले
I thought he was British
Maddi
Maddi 4 घंटे पहले
whoops guess i’ve got 45k new people to fight
Strawberries And cream
Strawberries And cream 35 मिनट पहले
Maddi should i join
bluefragment
bluefragment 4 घंटे पहले
dan: **comes out** youtube: **removes from restricted mode**
Anna Music
Anna Music 5 घंटे पहले
Every time I re-watch this my emotions get the best of me and I am so proud of you dan! I wish you didn't have to suffer for so long and you know what, you are the greatest man ever! We love you and the video Daniel!💖
Stefania Popaluca
Stefania Popaluca 8 घंटे पहले
Dan is a beautiful storyteller.
Panic! Trash
Panic! Trash 8 घंटे पहले
“What Phil and I had was special” “What Phil and I *HAD* was special” *now wait a diddly darn second*
Nihilistic Jenzie
Nihilistic Jenzie 8 घंटे पहले
me watching this for the fourth time now:
Better day andresen
Better day andresen 9 घंटे पहले
I'm glad I'm not the only one fearing my labels a bit... Like do we really need labels tho? Thanks Dan, I'm glad you are finally ready to open up and accept yourself ❤️
TKTurbo
TKTurbo 9 घंटे पहले
I thought you were lesbian
Buckey
Buckey 4 घंटे पहले
I thought he was American
Mark and Sean are my life
Mark and Sean are my life 9 घंटे पहले
I'm so sorry for ruining the mood but Dan's nails look so nice
Sabrina Broadnax
Sabrina Broadnax 9 घंटे पहले
Bruh ive been searching the comments i havent seen anyone talk about him saying he is versatile that had me a lil shook
Helen L.
Helen L. 10 घंटे पहले
THE LIGHTS CHANGE TO THE COLORS OF THE RAINBOW.
Constanza Bartoli Pinero
Constanza Bartoli Pinero 11 घंटे पहले
When he said “and to all the closeted people” i started crying
Charlotte Phillips
Charlotte Phillips 12 घंटे पहले
Dan you really helped me even though I feel I still can't tell people but thank you 💖💘
ejs12 34
ejs12 34 13 घंटे पहले
Hi thanks for giving me a shoutout! Formless blobs rise up! Also thank you for the video and your opinion because we share the same one 👍👌
Sara Jovcic
Sara Jovcic 13 घंटे पहले
When will he start aploading every week or maybe even once a month and not once a fucking year.😂😂😂
Aniket Soni
Aniket Soni 14 घंटे पहले
Ngl this is entertaining as well as VERY educating as it tells about the privileges you've had, ly Dan
Angelica
Angelica 15 घंटे पहले
i'm comfortable wearing heels fuck off
Art In Here
Art In Here 16 घंटे पहले
댄!!!저는 한국 팬이에요🇰🇷. 한국에는 아직 팬이 많이 없지만, 점점 번역이 달린 영상이 늘고 있어요! 저는 자존감과 우울증과 관련된 문제로 힘든 시간을 보내고 있었는데 당신의 영상을 발견하고 힘을 내게 되었어요. 제가 겪고 있는 문제가 저 스스로든 다른 사람들에게든 비난받아야 할 것이 아니라는 것을 깨달았어요. 댄 정말 고마워요. 전 영원히 당신의 팬이에요. 그리고 이렇게 용기를 내 주어서 감사해요. 많은 사람들이 당신의 영상을 보고 비난받을까봐 두려워 했던 것들이 서로 존중하고 이해하고 감싸주어야 했던 것임을 알고 용기를 낼 수 있을 거예요!
Jess Clark
Jess Clark 16 घंटे पहले
I honestly could say so much right now, this video has helped me come to terms with my own identity and struggles so much. I won’t write a full paragraph cause I’ll probably start crying but I’m sending so much love and respect your way dan. You are an inspiration (as cliche as that sounds but I don’t even care) Thankyou so much for everything that you do
Anna Without
Anna Without 17 घंटे पहले
0:32 Time to kill myself
Kari M
Kari M 18 घंटे पहले
💗💗💗💗💗💗✨ this video still touches my heart as deeply as when i watched it the day it was posted 🤧💫💞
Emily Joyce Chesser
Emily Joyce Chesser 18 घंटे पहले
I don't know shite about shite mood and love the jacket you work it
Annie Harding
Annie Harding 18 घंटे पहले
This was the first Dan video I ever saw and now I’ve subscribed to anything that he has ever done (and Phil) and watched too many videos😂 And now I’m coming back to where I began because I love this video so much
Cierra Michael
Cierra Michael 16 घंटे पहले
Annie Harding same
Lexi Quesada
Lexi Quesada 19 घंटे पहले
I love you so much dan. This made me happy about what I am. Thank you🖤
Anastasia Karpelevich
Anastasia Karpelevich 19 घंटे पहले
so I wanted to name our children Henry and Holly unfortunately...
Thomas Sutton
Thomas Sutton 21 घंटे पहले
YES YES YES YES
_captaintreavor_
_captaintreavor_ 23 घंटे पहले
I'm so proud of you 😭
Nate Strayhorn
Nate Strayhorn 23 घंटे पहले
This nigbruh looks like woody from toy story
dan's sneeze
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those 45 thousands of dislikes are here, bc people didn't see they're pressing wrong button through tears
jojo k
jojo k दिन पहले
oml where were u my whole life
Leah Tiemann
Leah Tiemann दिन पहले
I like how this is actually a genuine video talking about a serious topic while also being funny at the same time
Lila T
Lila T दिन पहले
35:12 IS NO ONE GOING TO SAY ANYTHING ABOUT HOW DAN PRONOUNCES CONTROVERSY
Lila T
Lila T दिन पहले
dan: a tol boi from England coming to theaters near you
ViViSenpai ViViChan
ViViSenpai ViViChan दिन पहले
Dude... the 1900s... man...
Camila Grgicevic
Camila Grgicevic दिन पहले
Thank you, Dan. I don't know what to say but to thank you for having the courage to share this part of yourself with us. Be sure that you are helping lots of formless blobs out there that are only looking for someone to relate to. I never thought I'd find someone who feels exactly as I do, and, honestly, it makes me feel less alone in this terrifying world. I'm so proud of you and hope you are doing okay. You don't owe us anything, but you did owe yourself to live your truth, because there is nothing more filling than expressing who you truly are. I'm glad you've decided to do it.
Hello Hello Hello Hello
Hello Hello Hello Hello दिन पहले
I’m crying. I was already crying (and laughing) from the video.
Cierra Michael
Cierra Michael दिन पहले
This was the first of his videos I watched, I’ve been missing out.
Griffin Writes
Griffin Writes दिन पहले
Cierra Michael yes you have
Camila Grgicevic
Camila Grgicevic दिन पहले
Here I am rewatching this entire video for the third time and I regret nothing
faloopsinarb
faloopsinarb दिन पहले
UM CAN U PLS MAKE MORE VIDS IT’S BEEN A MONTH
Lily Hudson
Lily Hudson दिन पहले
The hardest part of this video for dan was probably including the clip of hello internet
Malachy Smith
Malachy Smith दिन पहले
And who the F#@@ CARES????
HumanUnderInk 87
HumanUnderInk 87 22 घंटे पहले
the entire phandom
Strawberries And cream
Strawberries And cream दिन पहले
You since your watching
Edward Bird
Edward Bird दिन पहले
cant tell if this is ironic or not
Meep 17
Meep 17 दिन पहले
I’m about to go into my second year of secondary school and I was outed at the start of the school year by my now girlfriend and I know I’ve got dark times coming but I’m going to take the good times now and I may be young but I relate to this so much
Camryn Evans
Camryn Evans दिन पहले
Thx so much for this video I needed it
— rosiechim
— rosiechim दिन पहले
6:41 WTF I-
Kirsten Mcfarlane
Kirsten Mcfarlane दिन पहले
Im so confised . I swear 2 god that this used to be 42 mins not 45 !!!!
Bonnie Davies
Bonnie Davies दिन पहले
The 13th of June is officially Dan Howell Day
Meme Master
Meme Master दिन पहले
You’s a bitch
RosaliaGaming
RosaliaGaming 15 घंटे पहले
Nah you's a bitch m8te
Taleah
Taleah दिन पहले
Thanks for the G note
hannah r
hannah r 11 घंटे पहले
Taleah when i was
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