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I Got Addicted to Heroin in Front of 1.5 Million YouTube Subscribers

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Taylor Nicole Dean is queen of PetTube, a IN-vid niche for bloggers with dozens of pets. But after disappearing for a few months, she finally came back with a video explaining how she had been addicted to heroin. In this episode of MY LIFE ONLINE, we track Taylor’s meteoric rise to celebrity and how addiction took over her life.
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21/01/2020

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Nando Surname Here
Nando Surname Here 14 घंटे पहले
I’m so happy she’s better now... she’s amazing 💗
Matthew Fogarty
Matthew Fogarty 15 घंटे पहले
Who cares about some IN-vidr that spent a ton on dope? Maybe if she helped people I'd feel bad, but she's a narcissist. So fuck her. Self flushing toilet, are you that lazy? SMH.
White Orchid
White Orchid 15 घंटे पहले
That first time when she used dope sounded corny as fuck. If you believed your dude when he said all that corny shit to you then idk what to tell you. I’d laugh if a guy said that to me gtfoh 😒😂
WPGN Gaming-Videos
WPGN Gaming-Videos 16 घंटे पहले
I understand the chemical changes drugs like that make to the body. However doing them is a CHOICE. Continuing to do them, is a CHOICE. Being with someone who does them, is a CHOICE. She made BAD CHOICES. We all make bad choices at some point in our lives. I have made bad choices, but I never ONCE expected anyone to feel sorry for me because I made a bad choice... Everyone knows drugs will destroy your life. So stay the fuck away from them...
hobbit lad yo
hobbit lad yo 16 घंटे पहले
See the state of that guy??? What a fucking try hard
hobbit lad yo
hobbit lad yo 16 घंटे पहले
Hahaha what a fucking joke
DRUBB ?
DRUBB ? 17 घंटे पहले
Nice that she loves animals that are locked in cage 4 life... Pls duude start using your fucking brain!
Leon Savage
Leon Savage 17 घंटे पहले
Very pretty, ibogain
Amanda Grace Howard
Amanda Grace Howard 18 घंटे पहले
I love your story girl and thank you so much for sharing. You are such a inspiration. Beautiful inside and out of ❤❤
Chris M
Chris M 18 घंटे पहले
Im a former heroin addict myself. It can literally happen to ANYONE. If you think it can't, you have no idea... Coming off was the hardest thing I have ever done in my life... Dont use opiates because they can and will ruin your life. Kratom saved me. For anyone out there trying to get off, you can! Kratom can help as well as Gabapentin. Don't give up! If you need help, im here to talk!
Malik Spydr
Malik Spydr 19 घंटे पहले
I am struggling I cried through most this. God help me
Tommyxp420
Tommyxp420 19 घंटे पहले
I commented on a video of hers one day. And she was a straight bitch.
Justin Sick
Justin Sick 19 घंटे पहले
I have 3 years clean may 16th off Heroin cocaine.
Vonn Villuminati
Vonn Villuminati 20 घंटे पहले
Can somebody spare me $20 so I can get to my interview today $Vonn420 and no I will not use it for drugs. I don’t do drugs
Rich83
Rich83 20 घंटे पहले
Famous last words. Just one more time
665Kattt
665Kattt 20 घंटे पहले
SHE GOT ADDICTED BECAUSE SHE'S AN IDIOT. WHAT PERSON HER AGE WITH ACCESS TO INTERNET DECIDES TO START HEROIN OR ANY ADDICTIVE DRUG? YOU CAN SEE ONLINE HOW BAD IT IS, YET YOU STILL CHOSE TO DO IT. I HOPE SHE DOESN'T REPRODUCE. THE HUMAN GENE POOL NEEDS TO THIN THE HERD OF STUPID PEOPLE.
Stonehedge
Stonehedge 20 घंटे पहले
Why do drug dealers and thugs get the hottest women?
Decor Ator
Decor Ator 21 घंटे पहले
well done for talking about this .even if its self promotion ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ seems like a beautiful person inside and definatly out
Olimpia Di Loreto
Olimpia Di Loreto 21 घंटे पहले
Why do all Young Americans all look either depressed or addicts 🤷🏼‍♀️
Ryan Pants
Ryan Pants 22 घंटे पहले
LOL IN-vidRS COCAAIINNIINNGG!
Ryan Pants
Ryan Pants 22 घंटे पहले
The girl seems sweet -- but God, VICE and the way they always frame things. Completely insufferable. Also fake "news."
unstoppableExodia
unstoppableExodia 22 घंटे पहले
She's really attractive, shame that she's really fragile. I wonder what her limitations are.
Tru1ne
Tru1ne 22 घंटे पहले
Damn I can't wait to hit a million subs, with a successful monthly stream of tens of thousands of dollars. I grew up around drug attics (crack). They were functional for the most part. Some ppl you'd never know they were addicted to drugs, full time jobs and every thing. Luckily my childhood wasn't as terrible as others who grew up around drugs & violence. Actually I never fully understood all the disfunction I went through until I got older and realized that wasn't normal and most families of the people I went to school with didn't go through those things.
Pepe Frog
Pepe Frog 22 घंटे पहले
White girl on meth I mean that ain’t nun new come slow news week
me 02
me 02 22 घंटे पहले
What do they mean with the ice cream and the spoon??
Why not?
Why not? 20 घंटे पहले
You heat up the heroine so it is a liquid that can be sucked into a needle. Often the drug is heated on a spoon by a flame underneath. So he pretended to want to eat ice cream in the shower as an excuse to take a spoon with him to the bathroom so he could do drugs.
Spacess
Spacess 22 घंटे पहले
Dang title and thumbnail makes it seem like she was actually shooting up in a video or something....
ShiRu VII
ShiRu VII 23 घंटे पहले
Her story reminded me of Jessie and Jane from Breaking Bad, they promised each other it'll be the last time and she ended up sleeping forever...
Rebekah Jackson
Rebekah Jackson दिन पहले
Thanks for sharing. It means everything to others with addiction problems.
Tamme Hackett
Tamme Hackett दिन पहले
This lady can’t be serious? 🤦🏾‍♀️ Like really.
NyCJT62
NyCJT62 दिन पहले
Rich white people problems and following tradition blame everyone else
Ne Love
Ne Love दिन पहले
I like her pet fish (cheese)
Jos Thomas
Jos Thomas दिन पहले
Can't blame someone else for your own mistakes. She's a grown woman who knew firsthand from seeing how her boyfriend was and her previous experience with cocaine that, that stuffs addicting.
Chicago Dan
Chicago Dan दिन पहले
She sure hit the ground running on the dope tip. Her bathroom was a damn needle salad.
Chicago Dan
Chicago Dan दिन पहले
Was that an atrium in her house or a habitat for a pet? Wait, God damn, she lives in house like that off IN-vid money? WTF
Chicago Dan
Chicago Dan दिन पहले
Self righteous anonymous internet commenters fascinate me.
billabong blue
billabong blue दिन पहले
Ive rarely wrote about this not sure why, back in 2015 - 2017 id say i had a mate of mine that introduced me into the life of crystal meth (crack) i tried a toke or so because i felt like i needed to fit in so then i started spending around $60 every 3 days or 4 days amd we use to smoke it all through the late night and go out partying etc. Then it started to be more often id use it as i wasnt getting that same high i got the first time dumbest thing ever i had a girlfriend at the time and was living with these people they use to bring ppl in and out doing heroine upstairs i then started to think for my future amd got the FUCK OUT otherwise i would have ended up a junkie if it wasnt for my partner of 5 yrs today so grateful
Bethany Stallings
Bethany Stallings दिन पहले
I love her. When I watched her video I sobbed and sobbed
Cresitonia
Cresitonia दिन पहले
i thought the thumbnail was blair white.
Angela Curtis
Angela Curtis दिन पहले
I too am a recovering heroin addict so I'll say this, One day sober is a miracle and I think you're doing a fine job #WeDoRecover #RecoveryStrong
Anas Bani Wais
Anas Bani Wais दिन पहले
STOP BULLYING
Toxic Unicorn
Toxic Unicorn दिन पहले
I saw a vid about her being a pet hoarder and not taking care of her pets properly. Could’ve been from her addiction that caused her to neglect her pets. So i stopped subscribing to her. I hope she’s doing well. Maybe ill sub again.
catherine donoghue
catherine donoghue दिन पहले
The same old same old misery loves company you’re boyfriend knew what he was doing sucking her in, ok I know she went but he didn’t have to lead her by the hand...we’ll do it once I’ve not heard it but I’ve told my self it enough...
Bang Bang FAME!
Bang Bang FAME! दिन पहले
🙏🏼🥰Very brave of her. This was awesome. Kept me interested the whole time.
kali m
kali m दिन पहले
i fucking hate this girl. neglects her pets bc she has too many. and when youre on drugs you cant be responsible for shit. let alone 150 water bowls. her boyfriend is trash and shes trash. so many animals have died in her care due to negligence. her animals are nothing but props to her. go fill ur lips some more ya clown
peter dee
peter dee दिन पहले
Taylor if ur reading this I’m so happy ur alive, ur a legend
Allyson White
Allyson White दिन पहले
Thank you for sharing Taylor’s story. She’s an amazing person and has been since high school. 💕
scribletime
scribletime दिन पहले
White mediocrity at it's finest!
Vin Ciampa
Vin Ciampa दिन पहले
Art Vandelay, Jr.
Art Vandelay, Jr. दिन पहले
The greatest tricks the Devil ever pulled were Heroin and Social media, and many people can eventually kick Heroin...
Klivian Ferreira
Klivian Ferreira दिन पहले
She’s so beautiful, and stupid at same time, she’s lucky she got out of it, good luck on your life pretty.
Mouthy Mama
Mouthy Mama दिन पहले
There’s probably a lot more than we know.
Agebqj Abbwq
Agebqj Abbwq दिन पहले
I have that same exact dress as her
CJ BEST
CJ BEST दिन पहले
Only people with no life, sees this bitch do heroin haha...vice is worth to see
AmethystEyes
AmethystEyes दिन पहले
I never heard of her before this.
madree p
madree p दिन पहले
No one makes more excuses than an addict. He didn't force her to use. He didn't force her to quit her job and be completely dependent on him. And even blaming him for supplying heroin doesn't work because he was an addict himself. Until she can hold herself accountable she will remain in the cycle. Addiction is a disease, but it's a preventable disease. Some people are genetically predisposed to addiction the same way that others are predisposed to high blood pressure. When you know you're at risk you adjust your lifestyle accordingly. You live in a way that prevents the onset of the disease. Judging on the amount of animals she has it's probable that she was unlucky enough to be born with an addictive personality. Being born with it doesn't mean that you have to submit to it.
Gabbi Durham
Gabbi Durham दिन पहले
God she’s getting help
Advice from a Hypocrite
Advice from a Hypocrite दिन पहले
I am so proud of Taylor. She is so strong. she makes me want to be a stronger person
Nadia K
Nadia K दिन पहले
Oh my god I thought that was Blaire White in the thumbnail
Julie W
Julie W दिन पहले
Click F*n BAIT.I'm not going to watch this video because I'm sure this bitch is making excuses for hoarding & abusing animals. There is no excuse for that!!!!
Eliceamada
Eliceamada दिन पहले
You should Never ever start using heroin!
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